Trying to get back into the swing of things at the gym this week. I fell off the wagon a bit during the week of Australia Day, and thanks to a horrendous amount of alcohol and bad food it was hard for me to drag myself back because I felt so gross and sluggish. I trained with my personal trainer this morning, and did one of the best upper body workouts I think I have ever done. He’s started me on the bench press recently, I’m only benching 27.5kg (60.5 lbs) at this stage but I am moving up pretty quickly. Haha this totally makes me sound like I’m trying to become a body builder or something. I’m not, I just need to significantly increase my strength to become a better pole dancer. Today he also took all of my measurements, so from here on in we can track and graph my results.

If you saw my most recent blog before this one, you would’ve seen the pics I posted from my new GodsGirls set that just went live. Those pics were taken back in June last year, and looking through the entire set it was almost shocking for me to really be able to see how much my figure has changed since then. I was terribly out of shape mid last year, thanks to a six month stretch of laziness and enjoying food a little too much, but it’s one of those things you don’t really notice until you look back on old pics and think, “Wow, how could I have ever let my body get to that place?!” Although I have only lost about 5kg (11 lbs) on the scales, the difference in my overall body tone and muscular definition is amazing. I am still about 5-7kg away from my target weight so there’s still a long road ahead of me, but it feels really good to actually be able to see some clear results.

I’m starting to look into taking some supplements too, but I’m not 100% sure what to take so I probably need to talk to my trainer and my pole dance instructor about it before buying anything. I’ve been looking at taking a fat burner, but something not too hardcore because I’ve been known to suffer from a bit of anxiety when taking strong stimulants in the past. Back when I used to be a little bit less mentally stable and had some pretty severe body image problems, I abused all kinds of crazy diet drugs like Clenbuterol, Sibutramine and Phentermine (anyone who knows about diet drugs will know how dangerous all three of these can be) and I don’t want to take anything like that again. I had some bad experiences with that stuff, Clenbuterol in particular, so I want to make sure if I do decide to take something, it isn’t going to cause any negative reactions. Maybe one day I’ll write about all that stuff.

Well, this was probably totally boring to about 99% of people but whatever, I don’t really have a lot of friends who have a keen interest in body sculpting and nutrition, so at least I can babble out all my thoughts on here haha.

Traffic to my website has dropped significantly this week, thanks to stupid MySpace blocking my website from being linked to because it contains nudity haha. It’s kinda annoying because about 90% of my traffic was coming from pervs on MySpace who wanted to lurk my nudes, but eh, what can ya do?

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